Hey Hi How Ya Doin(:

June 25, 2013
so hey. its been like...a yr and a half since ive even touched this website...i never get on it xD updates? i dated cam and i broke up and so did me and zach...now im fwb anyone i can(: im not as depressed as i used to be and i can prolly chalk that up to cam and zach teaching me how to love maiself or at least starting to(: while i was with them i stopped doing all tht bad stuff except for the sext part upgraded to sex. with both of them lol. now im back to doin all the bad stuff again..it just hurts so good! and im now a senior O: SCARYYY!
 

Holy

November 10, 2011
Holy shit its been forevaaa sonce ive been on her. and im lik suicidal lol. seems to be a running theme huh? well neway i got as close to cutting as i cold today :/. oh and new bf. Cameron Cordell. fb him..gtg
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Again.

November 10, 2011
Again,

 I feel the gray and grime,
 Block out all the Sunshine.

and Again,

I question if i should stay,

In this Bullshit of a world; if i may.

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I. Hate. Life.

April 27, 2011
so im grounded. and mai mom haz mai ipod and phone which haz sum *cough* baad shit. i rlly hope she doesnt find this. im sneakin on this while she out to get bread so ill mak it brief so i still hav time to erase the histroy
Bad shit thati hav recently:
smoke
drink
sext (not a typo....yeahh)
and im lik depressed and sumtimes suicidal and i rlly wanna run away buuuuut idk if i will

so srry for not answerin mai fone
lik damn ppl u all seem to want to txt me soo much when im grounded
oh and thx sam and ...
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Depressed :[

January 27, 2011

 Soo to all mai loyal followers (ckricket noiseses) sry havnt been able to get on herrr. So the rundown: Christmas=...mmm not so christmas-y feeling...like it didnt feel lik the holidays AT ALL! Ikr? Sadd. Umm about two weeks ago I went to Berts house:]. It made me happy...while I was there. As soon as I got home I was in like a huge slump and when I went to bed I wasn't feeling to good (turns out I had Influenza A a.k.a. the Flu) and I ended up rlllllllly missing mai old life and cried maise...
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Ack!!

December 21, 2010
omg. Han't been on here for like half a year, (ok so mayb only 4 months) mai stomach feels like its going to EXPLODE! but no matter. all u wanna hear about is mai life rite? yeah. sure. soooooo omg ppl its almost new years!! like its almost 2011!!! then we'll only ha lik basically 2 yrs left to live!!! AHHHH TIS APPROACHING FAST!! anywaz ur like "pssh. fuck that its almost christmas." well this yrs gonna b a "tough haul" as mai dad would say. yea lik wer actually trying to get the most/best ...
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Birthday

August 5, 2010
MAI BIRTHDAY WAS TWO DAYS AGO!!! and i got lots of stuff i wanted. 
 when i signed into yahoo today it said mai account has been suspended or cancelled..i was sad. but it let me create a new address.imanicake405@yahoo.com =) and it transfered all mai pesoal info. but now i cant get onto yahoo profiles (_ _)

 
So yesterday was mai first day at band camp. REALLY AWKWARD. had to learn 4 days worth of stuf in 1 day. yea. plus i knew no one ther so i was lik uhh. and i hav to memorize 4 pieces of mus...
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Paint!!!

June 28, 2010
eeehh i got  poppy. mom still hasnt picked out her color yet. i told her she should get light blue. dominique got jazzy. its a purple color of course. serenia got sea green. the poppy looks red tho. didja know color affects mood? lite blue is supposed to lower blood pressure. red is supposed to be an aggresive color. figures rite? but isnt it weird that red represents anger and love? ha
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New House

June 24, 2010
    Thursday or friday were going to pick our paint and start painting our rooms. Jay's paying for all the new carpet for moms graduation present. Probably also bcuz he didnt help move bcuz he was sick then he and mom had issues about i dont even know what. buuuuut mom wont let me paint mai walls dark red and get black carpet. she says its depressing. anna says ther stoner colors bcuz when her mom was on drugs those wer the colors in her room. whatever. what color should i paint it tho?...
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Eh.

June 11, 2010
Sry bout tht last one. touch wont let me write in the body section for sum reason. stupid. wow i havnt been on since april? geez i forgot bout it till now. not tht i could get on it anywaz wit fam aroound. wonder if any1 is still reading this?? prob not........... at annas. lyric and quest just threw a fit bcuz they had to take a nap. they need it. lost mai fone....think i dropped it outside of Fazoli's and the worst part is that it was raining. Hard. Locater (just another way for mai mom to ...
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Imani Lee  Wilson I could go on and on about maiself but there's only one thing you need to know: I am who I am so hate me, love me, love to hate me, or hate to love me.

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